Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna

Dear All,
This is my second journal here...
As the first one had to be deleted as it reminds me of some bad memories..


You are all welcomed to post here....
Hazzy is back btw.....:)

Hi I am heaven


Alvida :D

hii heaven...welcome to my firing world...lol

Alvida:D

"Another Bad Goodbye"

Oh…
Too many miles away
But you’re never here to stay
And I just can’t seem to get you out of my mind
I could lie here awake
24 hours a day
But somehow I know I won’t find enough time
Oh no

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

There’s a land way overseas
A place where you have got to be
And I’ll take your word that you’ll come back alright
I see you’ve all packed up to leave
So you won’t be home for weeks
I can’t put myself through all this one more time
Oh no

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

You always said we’re meant to be
And now I know I feel the same
So this time as you up to leave
Tell me what I gotta do to make you stay

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

one of my cutipies...
Efe-jaan.....he is an angellllll...

Is that ur son?
soooooooooooooooo cute

"Another Bad Goodbye"

Oh…
Too many miles away
But you’re never here to stay
And I just can’t seem to get you out of my mind
I could lie here awake
24 hours a day
But somehow I know I won’t find enough time
Oh no

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

There’s a land way overseas
A place where you have got to be
And I’ll take your word that you’ll come back alright
I see you’ve all packed up to leave
So you won’t be home for weeks
I can’t put myself through all this one more time
Oh no

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

You always said we’re meant to be
And now I know I feel the same
So this time as you up to leave
Tell me what I gotta do to make you stay

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye

Now I see how true love can be
And it makes me feel so happy I could cry
But knowing me there’s a tendency
To hold you back to save me from your eyes
And another bad goodbye


When I come home at night
I bang the door real tight
People call me on the phone I'm trying to avoid
Or can the people on TV see me, or am I just paranoid?


When I'm in the shower, I'm afraid to wash my hair
Cause I might open my eyes and find someone standing there!
People say I'm crazy, just a little touch
But maybe showers remind me of \Psycho\ too much
That's why...


I always feel like somebody's watching me
And I have no privacy, whoa-oa-oa
I always feel like somebody's watching me
Who's playing tricks on me?

Is that ur son?
soooooooooooooooo cute
nope... not mine...
a friend's son.....

When I come home at night
I bang the door real tight
People call me on the phone I'm trying to avoid
Or can the people on TV see me, or am I just paranoid?


When I'm in the shower, I'm afraid to wash my hair
Cause I might open my eyes and find someone standing there!
People say I'm crazy, just a little touch
But maybe showers remind me of \Psycho\ too much
That's why...


I always feel like somebody's watching me
And I have no privacy, whoa-oa-oa
I always feel like somebody's watching me
Who's playing tricks on me?


lol r u a pscho too just like me or r u just acting again just like me??? lol

her dady is a paki
and her mom is a Turk
and the result is a perfect combination lol

i love her...

our last journey was to Paris....
well it was cool:cool:

my love!!! happy that ur back!!! miss u!

hi hazzy...nice to see u around. i dont know wt happend
and i didnt even know u changed ur user account

ay Mista Mista Soda Luva I call em Mista SoDa!
Mista Soda Luva I call Ah Mista Soda

I went in da frigerator
c'mon depend .. Poh!

c'mon soda momma make me so fat
i like a da soda luva in da stomack!

I am a mista soda luva c'mon mista soDa!

LOL!
lmao

imma go get me a soda

cool!:D

:D what the fuck is so cool abou t getting a soda? :FR:
u want one too?

i want !!

hi mirta...missed u too bbaby..i just came bck from hometown...it was so funnn..

hi sufii...i ll tell u details when i have some time...but for now...i m hell...lol

anyways....ttl guys bye for now

well my vacation is so much fun and it was too good to see my parents...i spent lots of time with mom and got ensured tht she is totally fine now...i talked to dad most of the time...regarding everythng....about life and all...we went out wth sis and did lots of shopping...i rested a lot...i ate delicious food (every food which i dnt cook is so delicious to me...lol)
Other thn tht i took lots of pics in our garden, with relatives and with my baby niece and nephew...thy were like little ducks...lol..
i ll paste some of them as soon as i get some time...
And and and...this vacation gave me some opportunity to think about everythng...
well thts all for now....

1 month :eek: :cake:

awwww i just realized tht i missed my friends soooo mucchhh...and thnx all of my friends for filling my inbox:mad: lol just kidding...it was so nice to open and find lovely mails after my return...:)

:D what the fuck is so cool abou t getting a soda? :FR:
u want one too?
chup! deewana nakko!:mad:
no i dont want any of your stinky soda, thanks!:p

u guys get out of my sitting room....lol

and ya i had ordered a soda ages ago...:mad:

LOVE!!!

omg this song is depressing me...Kisi Nazaar Ko intezar bla bla...smo should off my media player....:eek:

Meri Jaann meriiii jaaaannn....hoooo...tttuuummmmmmmm
meriiii jaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn!!!

i bought some gifts for him...and some cute cards.....now i filling them with my ugly handwriting...i ll post them tomorrow...:D

:(

:o

hazan!! welcome back!!:D

eheheheh thnx a lot didi....m sure u missed tht notty gal:D

of course:D

i just ate a pizza plus coke, then pudding with choclate and now some ice-cream....m feel like pukng:(

srk + rani = sexiness, hotness, faintness...:p

lolz....so true....:p

Yup yup!

Abhi -Rani is far better than Abhi - Ash...grr :mad:

lolzz....i dnt like abhi...so he is better while he is single...lol:p

i agree rani, abhi and rani are so much better than abhi and ash...

oh well !

i insist...abhi should be single...lol

helllo sufijiiii:p

hi hazzy! not spoke to u for ages....

everything ok?

yup....yah everythng is as usual on my side...
u r ok too???

yeh im ok, busy with uni work coz the year is nearly ending
so final stuff to do, before graduation!

awww it must be boring for u...but it is also exciting to be graduated rte??

not boring, but very stressful!
and graduation is exciting but scary at the same time!

ic and yea i can guess...i was in the same situation in my graduation year...but thnx god...everythng is on the rite way at the rite time...:)


oh my god...he called me....how dare!!!!:mad:

:d

A buzyy day again, it s 11 am and m feeling hungry...
still 1 hour for lunch...:shcokedca
feeling a bit lazy but i have to work hard and fast...at least today:rolleyes:
i sent the parcel today....he will love it....and he will remember me on every snowy season.....:D
well thts all for today....
now i have to deal with a huge bag of patato chips....yay!!!

hey here also its 11 Am:p
btw just made :coffee: wanna drink

awww yea tht would be great....:D

here are the choclates :shcokedca :shcokedca

lol:p

lol

awwww....

Free-Time-To-Do-List:

1) Go to bank (Tom)
2) Check ur yahoo and gmail inboxes (i didnt check thm for 2 weeks:confused_ )
3) Watch Lost 3 Season
4) Watch Namastey London
5) Download offered songs
6) Buy some cards and decorated papers to send abiii

Not-To-Do-List:

1) Dont smoke
2) Dont waste time with unnecesary people
3) Dont eat too much ice-cream:eek:

hey my love! it was nice talking 2 u...and btw...i like ur siggy..:D

hi chick

abhi-aish - not cute
abhi-rani - cute, sexy, hot, amazing, talented!

hey my love! it was nice talking 2 u...and btw...i like ur siggy..:D
hehehe same with me....now i know u better....thnx to ur pix:p
but i still dnt know wths wrong wth my yahoo messenger...he is behaving like a retarded:mad: lol

hi chick
helloo didi...namaste.....:p

abhi-aish - not cute
abhi-rani - cute, sexy, hot, amazing, talented!
hehehehe....me+srk = every good thng:D

welll yesterday was a weird day...i was bzy in the office as usual...
then bzy at home with houseworks...then i watched namaste london...and it was a cool movie....i liked KK's legs....i should accept tht her legs are more beautiful than mine....:p
then mirta came online and she showed me her pics...it was so much fun tot alkt o her...
then i was bzy with eating...lol
then i came online again and chatted with abed....
just as i was about to go to sleep Eddy came online and we had one of our routine fights lol
he wanted to call me...and i said no
he wanted me to call him...and i said no...
the he got angry:mad: lol
it was just fun...:p
i went to sleep at 2 am:shcokedca

shazia was rte...Viraaniya is a great song...making me feel sad althugh i have no idea wth the song is about:(
while listening to it i m feeling as if i wait for my lover alone under the rain totally soaked dripping water from my hair and even eyelashes....and rain drops mixing with my tears...:emoticon_

mohabat meri jo pyaasi huyi
to gehri meri udaasi huyi
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3

sune sune sare raste hain
suni manzil hai jaana
suni suni si meri aankhein hai
suna yeh dil hai jaaana
jaana - 3
mujhe ghrre hai sirf tanhaiyaan
mere dil mein hain sirf khaamoshiyan
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3

saans jab luun to
seene mein jaisi saans chubhti hai jaana
dil abb tak ummid ki ik faans chubhti hai janaa
jaana - 3
khwaab sare mere, tutne hi ko hai
tinke bhi haaath se, chutne hi ko hai
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 5

mohabat meri jo pyaasi huyi
when my love's thirst increased
to gehri meri udaasi huyi
my sadness deepened
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
now life without you
yeh viraaniya - 3
is barren
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3

:)

"Ishq di mere mitra pehchaan ki, mit jaave jad yaara jid apnaan di"

damn cexy:p

damn cexy:p


lolz!
Damn rite!

mohabat meri jo pyaasi huyi
to gehri meri udaasi huyi
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3

sune sune sare raste hain
suni manzil hai jaana
suni suni si meri aankhein hai
suna yeh dil hai jaaana
jaana - 3
mujhe ghrre hai sirf tanhaiyaan
mere dil mein hain sirf khaamoshiyan
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 3

saans jab luun to
seene mein jaisi saans chubhti hai jaana
dil abb tak ummid ki ik faans chubhti hai janaa
jaana - 3
khwaab sare mere, tutne hi ko hai
tinke bhi haaath se, chutne hi ko hai
zindagi - 2 mein hain tumbin
yeh viraaniya - 5

LUV THIS SONG!!:broken_he :broken_he

i love it too....reminding me smo i really care and love....but i cant help being sad when i hear the song:(

ummm 5:03 pm....still in the office...i ll leave late...it was bzy again:(

well after office...i m invited to dinner outside...and tom morning my friends invited me for breakfast....:shcokedca i ll be a fatty gal if this goes on like tht:eek:

dnt wrry mirta my fav is still cereal lol

"the gal looks like u....i like the way she notices small thngs in her life and the way she enjoys the every moment of it"

m i like tht?? wao..i never realized...lol...he doesnt know me at all:p

hehehe same with me....now i know u better....thnx to ur pix:p
but i still dnt know wths wrong wth my yahoo messenger...he is behaving like a retarded:mad: lol

anytime...and yeah..something crazy is going on w/ur messenger...

yea...damn...:mad: :p

ok 8:42am....

came to offiice....participated the breakfast party with the collegues....damn i m so fullllll...my tummmy is gona blast now:p

well as usual i have some boring works to complete...

willl go to cinema tonite but didnt decide which movie yet....

should call and informa Abed...tht i wnt come online....

me and eddy

Abed

:d

Hehe...cute Pics....u R Really Nice...hehe

lol thnx but i m still a pagal:p

it was lunch time, i was walking to Starbucks...on the way my cell rang...i didnt check the number before picking up the call....and i answered in Turkish as i was living in Turke..lol...a foreign voice said helloo...i said hi in Tr....he said Hello and how r u...i said helloo...but who are u..lol he laughed...i asked again who is speaking he said..."i, welll, umm..." then i said yah go ahead...he said sry i got the wrong number...i said it s ok...then i closed the cell before waiting for him to say anythng...i guess my friends are playing wth me...:eek: but the voice was so coooll:D

i dnt like yellow...i have jst realized....

Yeah...it's hurting my eyes...:p ...

lol...mine too but m lazy to edit...:p

1:30 am...was watching LOST and waiting for a surprise....or having false hopes on purpose...or unintentionally....
where and when did i make the first mistake? and when and where did i realize tht it was a mistake?? and when and where did i cme to know there were more than one mistake?!
i have found a recovery for everythng till the time...kind of mainance or repair or apology or correction or replacement or make-up or a cover...till the time i met you...
now i cant see when i started to walk on this path...i cant see the starting point neither the end....i dnt remember when i opened the door and i dnt have a slight idea when it will be locked again...
you were foreign to me at the start...now i m totaly foreign to myself but i know you quite well more than anyone else...but no use, no sense, no point...

sometimes i think about being alone...and i realize tht most of the time i feel alone when i m in the middle of a crowd of people who love me and care for me..but no matter what...until the rite person is with me i usually go on feeling lonely...and most of the time i m aware tht rite person will never find me or even if he finds he wnt be able to stay with me...at those times i consider loneliness as an eternal sunshine of the sun on my cold life...no way to escape from it....

:mad: Your puppy dog Undertaker gave my msn Id to a wierd 30 year old Turkish man who scared me to death :mad: I will never forgive him
Turkish people are so strange, dont you agree with me hazzy? :D
And he looked like a monkey :D

lolzzz...yeah Turkish people may be a bit strange but as for looking...u know how much cexy i look:D
and i should congratulate my puppy...hehehehe:p

Hahahahaha you and sexy? what a joke :D
your puppy can go stick his fingers where the sun dont shine

omg....ur damn jelous of my cexy existance:D

there was a chnge in the plans but i had a nice day....
i had the breakie prepared for me....then went out...bought some cards to send Abiiii..and eat as much as i can....we walked a lot...i dnt feel my legs now...sat on the seaside for a while...and chatted about this and tht.....
then came home...did some ironing....and watched LOST...and ate icecream till i vomit....lol
i should clasify my pictures....there are so many and thy r not arranged at all:eek:

hi my love:)

hi my baby turtle...missed u:)

omg..yesterday nite i started chatting with Ed an we went on till 2 am....lol it was so fun...i havent laughed so much lately....
well today i woke up 1 pm...had breakfast....cleaned the bedroom, washed clothes...cleaned the carpets....threw away some unnecssary stuff....and now i ll go to kitchen to cook dinner....then i m totally free...dnt know wht to do...
ohh i should send a mail to Abiii....:eek: he will kill me....
tomorow we will have a party in the offficeee...yay:D
ummm wht should i wear:omg_smile

bikinis:D

heheheh...i guess so...


omg:eek: who unbanned me...i m so surprised as i wasnt expecting to se hazzy unbanned...lol wthever...:D

hey congrats

lol...thnx:)

a new member whom i dnt know at all sending me pms...and this is so weird but he told me tht i m unbanned i was totally unaware....who is he though???:eek:

heheheh...i guess so...


omg:eek: who unbanned me...i m so surprised as i wasnt expecting to se hazzy unbanned...lol wthever...:D

ur back my love!!! yay!! i was going to e-mail u yesterday because i saw that u werent banned anymore...welcome back hun:)

;)

omg...i should call him but i dnt know how to start to speak....:eek:
uffff...thts making me so tensed...:mad:
he will kill me if i dnt call....but i will kill him if i call...lol:D

well i m happy without no reason....
no no i have a reason but i cant say;) :p
uffff too much workload....i ll kill myelf:eek:

Alka:
Chehra tumhaara hai kitna pyaara
Dekhe bina mera ho na guzaara

Sonu:
Rab ne tumhein bhi kya khoob banaaya
Meri nazar se khud ko dekho toh yaara..

Chorus:
Aa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha -2

Sonu:
Dil diwaana, diwaana dil
Dil diwaana beqaraar hone laga hai -2
Halka halka sa khumaar hone laga hai
Kehte hain mere yaar
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai -4

Alka:
Dil diwaana beqaraar hone laga hai
Halka halka sa khumaar hone laga hai
Tu bhi ye sun le yaar
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai -4

Chorus:
Aa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha -2

Sonu:
Jab se kiya hai dilbar, maine deedaar tera
Pal pal mujhe rehta hai, bas intazaar tera

Alka:
Nazron ne meri jab se, tera khwaab yaar dekha
Na dekh kar bhi tujhko, sau baar yaar dekha

Sonu:
Koyi jaadoo, koyi jaadoo baar baar hone laga hai
Dil diwaana beqaraar hone laga hai

Alka:
Tu bhi ye sun le yaar
Pyaar hone laga hai
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai

Sonu:
Pyaar hone laga hai
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai

Sonu:
Hey…ra ra ra ra ra ra…

Alka:
Aa…aa…aa…

Alka:
Ye keh rahi hai hamse, diwaangi hamaari
Kahin hamko le doobe na, ye aashiqui tumhaari

Sonu:
Ye ishq hi maseeha, ye ishq hi khuda hai
Milkar juda na ho ham, lab par yahi duwa hai

Alka:
Mujhko tera, sach!
Mujhko tera aitbaar hone laga hai
Dil diwaana beqaraar hone laga hai

Sonu:
Kehte hain mere yaar
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai
Pyaar hone laga hai

Alka:
Pyaar hone laga hai
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai

Sonu:
Oh dil diwaana beqaraar hone laga hai

Alka:
Halka halka sa khumaar hone laga hai
Tu bhi ye sun le yaar

Alka:
Mujhe pyaar hone laga hai

Sonu:
Pyaar hone laga hai

Chorus: Aa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha -4

my mind is mixed....
it was so cool to have read such a thing...his handwriting....so beautiful but hard to decipher at the same time....
wht did i do??

Well...i just had my lunch...ummm havent been in contact wth some buddies recently...
i should make 2 phone calls...
and yah my teddy bear will kill me as i ignore him due to my bzyyy day....
bad news i smoked today:(
good news i m not an addicted:D

i m listening to sonu nigam again...well tht song is taking to me a cold snowy day...u know the rest...!!

life is so weird...rite now i even dnt know whether i m happy or not...
i guess i m not happy but i m not sad either...all in all i m satisfied and this is enough to go on a life, isnt it?

actually i have a real journal in my drawer..so why the hell still i m writing here...i guess i got used to here....lol

whatever....

hi margi

hiii....tomato...wths up???:)

hey hazzy :D

hey sufijii...:D missed me???:p

hey chazzy

yep missed u loads ;)

:p mujhe bhiiii....omg:eek: i spoke hindi..lol


hey rubayya...how are u today???:)

lol yeh well done for speakin hindi :D

i m m fyn hazzy......feeling a bit lazy...

lol yeh well done for speakin hindi :D

i know i m great:D :p

i m m fyn hazzy......feeling a bit lazy...

ahan...same here...but i have lots to do....:cyclops: lol

Your sound is echoing in my ears...still alive....still refreshing again and again...each word coming out of ur lips...and reaching me surpassing the overseas...miles of distance....
Your sound...like a burning velvet...like a hindi singer....crying his love for his girl in a most romantic bolywood movie...so sad, so sensitive, so catching at the same time...
Your sound...wrapping my mind and heart...making me forget everythng and everyone else....in one moment...making my heartbeat just focus on ur soft talk...
Your sound...sometimes a fierce scream...sometimes warm whispers....sometimes a sad cry....and sometimes a happy smile....
It is everything to me....making me experience every kind of feeling in one moment...
Your sound....making me realize that ONE MOMENT CAN CHANGE A WHOLE LIFE!!!

:p

:d

funny pics hazzy!

why r u posting these kind of pics?

Is there something troubling you?

well if there is please fill me in on it

hi gucci girl dont think we've met

LOL u dont wanna meet me :D

i meant on the forum not face to face lol :p

thats waz i am talkin abt dude :cool:

me iz poisonIVY

hii guys....:p

omg i figured it out myself! i went on to the topic beat this or sumat in general...and i saw ur rappin
and knew it was u...arent i clever lol?!!

Duh who else can rap here?

lolzz...she is rappiing
i m just reading primary school poems...hehe:D

lol hazzy :)

hey gucci girl...i was just sayin!

watz goin on

lol nothin much i think...but ask hazzy!

weelll hazzy was sleeping like a little angel....in her soft bed....when u guys still were talking...so nothg much on my side too...:p

awwwww...thts so sweet of u to check ur mail box even on sat and sunday..
but hun....no delivery at weekends as postman is sleeping like a little bear:D

aisi lagi laagan

wth the hell it means??? any idea guys???:Not_Impre

i think i know what that means but not sure,like this it is love...or sumat??

ahan..cool:rolleyes:

well well well...so far...my day has been so bzyyyy....drug dossiers are killing me these days...but i m translating them to save lives..lol wht a controversy!

well got a lovely mail today making me extremely happy...:)
i m realyl grateful to my friends for their existence in my life...:o

awwwwwww thats sweet :)

awwwwww....shukriya!! omg:eek: i spoke hindi again....:D

PYAAR DOSTI HAI????!

Today i m wearing 3 rings...all of them are decorated with diamond....they look similar in apperance and size..but they totally represent different concepts....

1st one is for the love soaked till my cells like a cold rain,
2nd one is for the friendship wrapping me like spring flowers,
3rd one is for the hope which i promised to myself not to lose at all!

:eek: omg....freak....:mad:

hazzy u make me laugh

lol....glad to hear tht....my big ambition on this earth to make people laugh:p

looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

lol see! even u r laughing:D

yeah even u r making me lafffff

yeah....even u r repating my sentence...lol

hazzy when r we going to canada????

how come u guys are goin canada? and can i come?

yay! lets go altogether:D it ll be a lot fun...

all i need is some courage!!!
the rest s so easy........
the rest will flow like a wavy river....he wll say u wll obey....
he wll ask u wll answer...
he will talk u ll listen....
:rolleyes:

so when we goin?

whenever u want...i m ready to go for 2 years....lol

Hello Diary,
it s 7:55 am and i started the day in a really bad way...
i m so sad and disappointed at the same time:(
why the hell it always have to happen like this??!!
damn all....

damn it....this made me feel so lonely....
i ll make a big change in my life which will make u feel so lonely too:mad:

well i realized tht SRK doesnt love me any more.....
:mad: fine...i also dnt die for him:shcokedca

what a stupid journal :D It makes no sense

read my location...i m in the rite place:D

i dnt understand people, and i dnt expect them to understand me either...
i m trying to keep away from everyone as much as possible....even from my best friend....but wth i m screwed up?!
this is not fair....i m feeling like a puppet in the hands of some unknown powers....or i know the puppet holder but i dnt know the way to cut the rope and set myself free...
when he wants, i exists..when he doesnt i m not a being on this damn earth...soemtimes everthng i live is so realistic but other times i feel as if i m living in someone's dream...he dictates me wht to do..he commands i obey....
and we call this friendship....omg!....this cant be true...i even cant believe in wht i have said...there must be some misunderstanding....sth i take wrong...somethng exceeding my brain limits....
my mind is dead....and my heart is at the stage of feeling pain.....nothgn much left to be murdered....
i ll keep saying NO as long as i feel that this is really wht i want....till then just live the day experiencing some gaps....or incompleteness in ur life....go on checking ur post box at weekends u wll not be get anythng.....

:sad_smile

so hazzy we r going to canada 2morrow ok.....start packing.:p ..n yes we will go to TO first ....:D

omg...i should hurry up then.....:eek:
omggg wth should i wear???
and yah we should tell Suf to pack up too and inform BB to receive us at the airport:D

yes yes be quick...n yeah some present 4 BB???

ok ok i ll deal with the present....
wth about every possible color of nail polisher....she ll love it:D
and suf where r u?? i got ur flight ticket....meet me at the airport....:fear:

Sooner or later..they all knock the same door,
the same door is opened to them,
they are welcomed to the same place,
they abuse the same heart and mind,
they get out of the same door...leaving the door open forever...without any protection for the future rain or snow or wind...or the future guests!
All in all they are all the same!

Friday...at last...07:57 am...
m not ready to work...neither eager....
m sick...my whole body is in pain...and sore throat....i really hate it....
i should make phone call but m damn nervous....dnt know how to overcome my excitement......:(
looking forward to going to my bed...hugging my teddy bear and sleeping!

uffff....feel like running away from everythng and everyone...
should find a deserted island....where there s no human being....
some peace, some rest and some love...nothgn else:rolleyes:
plzz god plzzzzzz...there should be a mild way to have everythng i want....isnt it???:_: plzzzzzzzz....

ok ok i ll deal with the present....
wth about every possible color of nail polisher....she ll love it:D
and suf where r u?? i got ur flight ticket....meet me at the airport....:fear:

il be there hazzy! im still packin lol!

lol...Suf hurry up...we ll miss the flight:mad: :D

we r already in the flight........:)

lol...:eek: realyyy??

:airplane: Suf, Rubayya and Hazzy starts their journey to Canada....

Hope BB will meet them at teh airport....smo should call her...anyone having his cell number???:D

BB is his???

BB is Bollywood Babe...shortly Bob...she wll meet us at the airport:)

well it s too weird...
i had lots of work to do in the morning...
but in the afternoon...i m totally free:shocked:

well it s 5 pm and 30 min left to leaave for home...i m counting minutes coz i m still sick and wanna jump in my warm bed as soon as i get home....

and probably i wll sleep the whole evening and the nite...
tomorrow is Saturday i wanna go out if i feel good....i should buy some gifts for my mom...coz next week it s Mother's Day in Turkey!

P.S. i didnt call him...he will kill me for sure:eek:

TU MERI JAAN HAI
TU MERA ARMAAN HAI

has bob collected us yet? we've been waitin for hours

:rolleyes:

yeah but how will be recongnise her??

she will be holding a pink nail polisher bottle...:D

i got 1-line mail and it ruined my day!

Dear diary....
wht the f**k day it is...
i have been in bed since morning...i didnt eat properly...
but i took medicine...now i ll take a shower....
i watched a hindi movie called lajja...it was about feminism mmovement in india...then was on forum for a while...then chatted with maddy for a short while..i sent 2 sms and 1 mail...
:eek: aaaaaaa it became evening suddenly...:(

uuuffffffff....what a boring evening....
i ate too much desert and sweet....my tummy is about to blast....:o

dnt know wht to think about him...he s scaring me:confused:

hey my love...hope ur doing great...take care and get well soon!

hey sexy hazan:p :D

hehehe...yes i m a cexy lady....lol:D

hi :D

hello :)

hellooo guyssss....:)

well sunday...i woke up at 10:30 am...went outside for breakfast...
i ate till i felt like puking...it was too yummmy...lol
then came home....chatted for a while...thn cooked dinner...then washed clotes...then took medicine and slept for a while...now it s 5:30 pm and i will read some books tht i bought today....
tom officee....:eek:

Bendim geçen ey sevgili sandalla denizden...

what does that mean? ^^^^

i'd like to no 2!

it means,

"oh my darling...it was me flowing through the sea in a boat...."

it is a poem...the lover passes across the sea with a boat every nite under the moon lite to see his gf as her house is just beside the sea....

my love..i like ur siggy...its funny:D

awww...:heart: :heart:
u turks r soooooooo romantic:p

my love..i like ur siggy...its funny:D


heheh..thnx turtle...i m in love with Bart:D

awww...:heart: :heart:
u turks r soooooooo romantic:p

lol...well i dnt know about the whole nation but yea some of us are romantic:p

Monday:s

m in the office in the early morning as usual...
some thngs are blurred in my mind...some are so definite and clear...
just i need some courage to take a step forward...
i will be sad...a lot...m sure...but i cant go on letting him torture me...
past is past....as he always says all in the game...

:( i hate translating BE studies...i hate all the experiments done on bugs bunnies and jery rats.....

Dear diary,
today is really boring and damn bzyy as usual....
and i m very tensed..very veryyy tensed....sigh...:(

omg.......:angry: ufffffffffffffffffffffffffff:mad:

hi diary..wths up dude....i know u cant reply me but i m a kind person so i thought i should ask u kabhi kabhi about ur status too...

well i had a bzzyy day in the office...at lunch time we had small meeting with General Manager and the results made my day buzzier....damn!...

Then i came home....and guess wht water cut...damn itttttttt....

then i was on forum for a while and chatted with kido mido sweeto maddy...then sent a mail to Abiiii....then i ate the super duper burger i ordered....now i m a lazzy ass trying to provocate myself to take a shower....

My lovely diary, (but ur not lovelier than me:mad: )
well...again in the office...
today i got 2 mails which made me soo much happyy...
he got my gift at least...awwww and guess wht he cried :(
i love my friends...really all of them...i cant imagine wht would i do without them!!!
i have lots to do today, both in the office and at home....and i need a good time management system...:rolleyes:
ayways g2g now...chalo.....:p

:shcokedca

awww

justttttt marrriieeddddddd:confused:

hi hazzy

hehehehe

like the images chick!

lol

hahahahaha....i like that smokin one :D

heheheh...me tooo

it really made me laugh lol

hindi beny toy..lol

lol hmmm....

wth hmm?? or y? lol

hehe

:confused:

the baby is cute...!

the hmmm was becoz i cant decide if its funny or disrespectful to Hindu's

i dnt thnk it s disrespectful..it s just a toy...which is so cyte for me...

cool pics

danke schön!

heute ich möchte in Deutch screiben....
aber ich bin nicht sicher...ob ich kann oder nicht!

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hmmm

http://smileyvillage.com/builder/2.8..Maddy+is+a+kido.png

double hmmmm!

hahaha..wht happened this time???
did i make a boo boo again???:p

Dear Diary,

yesterday nite i watched Shakalaka boom boom...well it was not tht good...i didnt like it much...
Boby Deol was too old and fat...as for the other guys whose name i cant remember rite now is nothgn thn a mountain of muscles...disgusting...
as for the gals...i dnt know their names at all...man thy were damn sexy:rolleyes: anyways at least i liked the music...and their dance......

i just checked inbox...there was no mail from the jerk ths morning...but my fault...coz yesterday he had begged me to call but i didnt...i guess our friendship started to metl away..awwww.....:( he wll murder me soon due to his anger...but m already dead...lol

this coughing started again and killing me, i even hardly breathe...damn it...i ll go to doc today...i hate doctors:mad:

ok mannnn shakalakakalakakaka boooommmm boooooommmm nowwww!!!

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Oh God...i just started to watch KBC final episode..and SRK is damn good.....
i love himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lol btw thy r so funnyy...Abbii had told me to watch weeks ago but i had forgatten all about it.....
Abbii u were rite ASS USUAL:p

i feel famous coz im mentioned on ur sig lol

hehehehe....of course u r ;) :p

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this smilie is soooooooooo cute!!!!

hehehe...thnx....cute like me rite????:p

Hey there!
How are you Haz?
I see I'm not so special enough to be in your sig...
Haha jk!

awwww it s not like tht at all...i m thinking nicks for the people..and i add them as soon as i find nicks...
no worries u and sneha are on the way:)

m ok btw...and hope u r better.....

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this is sooo cute..lol...is that how u dance...cuz its cute:p

exactly...see how cxy my dance is...hehe:D

dear diary....
no mail even today....
although he was crying for a mail from me 2 days ago, now he is not sending....
cooozzzzz as i didnt call him, he is taking revenge....
sometimes my friends are driving me crazyy....:mad:

teri yaadon ko ji rahaa hoon
har lamha har ek pal mein
tera ehsaas mehssos karta hoon
suni dhadkan ki halchal mein

abb ja ke maine jaana - 2
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana - 2dar-e-dil ka fasaana, mushkil hai chhupaana - 2
abb ja ke maine jaana
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana - 2

teri yaadon ka samundar hai tadapate dil ke andar
dur tak meri nazar mein, hai tere khwaabon ke manjar
har ghadi saanson mein abb toh, chhub rahe chaahat ke khanjar
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana
abb ja ke maine jaana
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana - 2

(naamumkin hai - 3), tum bin ji paana
tutate rishtion ke dhaage, chutate khushiyon ke saaye
kyun gire aankhon se aansu, koyi bhi na jaan paaye
haadase aise huye ki ban gaye apane paraaye
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana
abb ja ke maine jaana
naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana - 4
abb ja ke

Can anyone translate the red-marked 2 lines for me plzz

abb ja ke maine jaana
only now have i realised....

naamumkin hai tum bin ji paana ]

its impossible to live w/o u...

aaawww thnx a lot......see u already paid me:p


the meaning is so romantic btw:o

(thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve) - 2
love you, i love you jaana, tu hi armaan ve - 2
thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve
love you, i love you jaana, tu hi armaan ve
thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve

mere dil kya hai? kya hai? tera pyaar hai
tujhe milane ko hamesha bekaraar hai
mere chain ki manjil jaana tere pass hai
mere dhadkan mein tera hi ehsaas hai
dur dur nahi jaana, nahi jaana, nahi jaana
na mujhe na tadapa na, tadapa na, tadapa na
(love you, i love you jaana, tu hi armaan ve
thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve) - 2

tujhe paake mitati hai meri tanahaayiya
mere khwaabon mein rehati teri ???
meri aahon mein kya hai, teri hi khwaayishe
aa puri karde karde meri farmaayishe
tera tera tera charcha, hai meri meri har baat mein
tu hi tu hi basati hai, basati hai mere jasbaat mein
love you, i love you jaana, tu hi armaan ve
thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve
love you, i love you jaana, tu hi armaan ve - 2
(thaare vaaste de denge jaan ve
thaare vaaste dil hai kurbaan ve) - 2

i came home, had dinner, then had a shower....
i m still feeling weak....this missing is making me much more weak...
a meaningless thought stuck in my mind....it follows me where i go, where i be, whenever i m...
i m listening to naamumkin from Himesh...and u know this too....naamumkin hai!!! impossible....wth u want is impossible....wht i feel is impossible...wht we experience is impossible....
let the memories die in the snowy day of one winter....
let our footsteps melt on the icy road....
let our hands be in our pockets instead holding each other....
let it be...plz...

hi chick

hi kitty:p

my love!!!!!!!! i've missed u!