My Thoughts, My Inspirations, My Realizations,My Spirituality

My Thoughts, My Inspirations, My Realizations, My Spirituality.

Okie so I said I would'nt open my journal cause its too personal but
there too much going in my head and I have no were to get it all out.
Theres no way that I would write up in my MSN blog, I practically closed
that down cause then people in my school would know a little too much
about my life then they should =s

To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil into it. - Mother Theresa

What if I wasn’t such a liar? Perhaps if I didn’t pretend to be so happy just to cover up for everything else that I don’t seem as right now with myself. Why do people see such a fake person? I want to slap them; no I want to slap myself first for being such a good actress. Drama career anyone? Why do people come into our lives when we wish for them to just stay away, so far away that they could never get into our minds? My mind is supposed to be my secret harmonic garden where all my thoughts are supposed to sprout yet protected by a wired fence. I wrote that last night because I was a little frustrated with myself. I’m calmer now. I’ve had time to think about everything. That analogy makes sense to me because I’ve thought about it immensely. The lamp is life, my life and the oil in my dedication, effort and energy I put into it. If I don’t put in those three essential aspects then the lamp will stop giving off light. I don’t want to be the reason for my light to end, I’ve come too far to lose hope in myself and if I don’t see the potential in myself, how will others? I need to improve myself. Before I wanted to delete the negative stuff I wrote because they say “in order to be happy we should surround ourselves with happy thoughts” but I think it’s best to keep the negative stuff there as a way to reflect and learn. I’m learning, really, I’m trying. Slowly, one step at a time. I just find it weird how you spend your entire life being everyone else’s wall and emotional support system and now you have to learn to be your own support system first. But anyways, it’s so weird how people can change our moods so fast. No need to really get into that, we all know that’s true.

Btw nooo one has to read this its just for me to reflect back upon. Okie phew that felt good to take that all out =)

Sometimes one might wonder… never mind let me start again



Sometimes I wonder if I don't take an action today will I regret not taking it tomorrow? I don't want any regrets. They scare me. I mean having regrets is saying I could have done or said something but I decided not to and now here I am dwelling. I always wonder how one decision will have the domino effect on the other. This could just make no sense because I'm sleep deprived but it makes sense in mind. I see regrets as ghosts that have unfinished business and they come back to haunt you and grab your neck and try to choke out every last breath. Regrets slowly take away your every breath, it's like they're in complete and utter control. I feel as if I am over personifying them since they're nothing but an abstract concept. But anyways up to now I’ve tried to keep my regret-o-meter down to a zero, I don't mean simple regrets like "oh I should've worn the blue shirt not the green" but I mean genuine ones that won't leave me alone. Now I think about it, there is one major one. It's being "too busy" to go see one of the most influential person in my life, for 11 months I didn't see him because I was "too busy" with school and when I did have time such as winter break or spring break I stayed home and never gave it a second thought. In June, one summer day, I asked my dad to go see my uncle, who was like my grandpa, but anyways I put it off by 2 days because he called me on Friday and I decided to go on Sunday instead. Saturday night he had a stroke, I regret not going so much. Biggest regret. I despise myself for this decision. Why didn't I go? I was selfish. I wanted to stay home and "go running with my mom cause that was routine." Damn me, I was one selfish cold hearted human. Sometimes I sit and think why why why and I drive myself up the wall.And then Lenny Kravitz's kicks in and says "I'm wondering if I'll ever see you again, and when that day comes, I know we can win" But yeah I learned from this, which is always a plus right, I learned to not procrastinate, make time for those who mean something and give up time for others as well. Learning is good

Tu mera dil, tu meri jaan.
Tu mera gham, tu meri khushi.

Meri gham aur meri harr khushi tumse hai.
Tum mera chand ho, chandni sirf tumse hai.
Dhuniya tumse bina kya hai?

Sirf tumse hai . . .

Words are infinite.
The power invested within them.
Amazing.

=)

Tu mera dil, tu meri jaan.
Tu mera gham, tu meri khushi.

Meri gham aur meri harr khushi tumse hai.
Tum mera chand ho, chandni sirf tumse hai.
Dhuniya tumse bina kya hai?

Sirf tumse hai . . .

Words are infinite.
The power invested within them.
Amazing.

=)


wow man....my name is mentioned too many times...

dun i feel toooooo speshelll :5:

hey danu
awwwww very beautiful shayri ji!!! mwah love yaaaaa
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Yes you should feel special Kushi cuz u are my jaaan :9:

Hey Adi. Thanks ji... How are u? luv ya 2!

I hope one day I can come back and say I was truly happy when you were apart of my life. I guess these days we're just not making sense.
Maybe I'm not willing to change nor do I want you to change for me. It seems we're both screwed to a certain extent. Hmm honestly, even today, I find this and us to be such a mystery, don't you wonder?

I wish there was something else...about me and you . . .

I guess the tough part is just not wanting to come back and say what if?
I think what if's are the one thing that can lead us to all doom. I mean why ponder over it when we knew it wouldnt work but maybe sometimes that effort is what we REALLY needed.

Oh well, let's just smile and act like we're happy in our "perfect" little lives.

Perfect . . .

Yes.
All is swell.
Just like the fairytales . . . and the way everyone else sees it.

"There only is life where there is love. Life without love is death. Love is the reverse of the coin of which the obverse is truth. It is my faith that we can conquer the whole world by truth and love." -- Mahatma Gandhi

danu dun think a lot ..
the more u try to knw life the more it gets complicated
some questions are best left unknown ...but the mroe u try to knw abt life the more u come to knw abt urself.. ur mistakes, its good in away... but u need to take it in a way..and not actually get dissapointed about something..and use it for a good purpose and get more better

I cant help it it just all flows in to mind. I dont regret any of this. You learn from it..
Its all good to be disaapointed in a way you relize the importance of something
which u really never figured out in the first place. Its all natural.. Part of life...

so much everything..everything which happens is part of life in a way or another

Yeah ofcourse.. Its what u see.. you feel.. you experince everyday.

Its all natural so it shouldnt be such of a disadvantage for some people.

u knw if u have to find answers or knw abt something or think abt something the best time is...at night... when our mind is relaxed and we rlittle bit out of stress after 2 till 5 is the best time... to think or let ideas flow into u....u just need to be calm and get the ideas on u

still u knw everything is decided by us
u judge u say.. but know some just blame it on someone... a human nature is accept all good stuff..and say something bad..and they r ready to throw it on someone....everyone likes to show fakeness reflect something they aaint..dunno why...
well may be they wanna be good or so...ah well if its good for them.. let it be that way

look nah some ppl..its like how easy to say look hes so ugly.. look hes so fat...look man he got such a attitude... its so easy to keep saying stuff abt someone but like look at urself.. r u that perfect r u in tht position r u tht superb that u can really say something abt someone...are u that good urself....are u the best.. have u done something superb that u r on top of everyone...if u cant be someones strength or say good.. ur noone to say bad either...its so easy to hurt someone.. but to make someone sad happy..try it .. u cant....ghum to koi bhi de sakta... khushi dena bahoot mushqeel....sikho... samzo... karo
make someone happy.. tht makes ur life interesting and beautiful..and u a wonderful person

Yeah , Thats usually when I think in bed late at night. The ideas just come to you. Almost in an instant. Everything is decided by us our thinking, our actions, everything. We choose our path. Well some people refelct fakness I guess its because they
want be left as a msytery. They dont want people to know so much abt them. I guess
in a way it leaves them with happiness. Other times some people dont like telling
so much abt what goes around them. Share there feelings and so on

its nature of someone...take me i wuld never tell ... i dun like to... i dun like ppl asking as well...all i say its me..chalta hai.. i can and i will

some ppl..throw stone in water ....some water falls on them as well...they shuld think same when they r hurting someone..specially the ones who actually care for them or dont have anything bad in mind

look nah some ppl..its like how easy to say look hes so ugly.. look hes so fat...look man he got such a attitude... its so easy to keep saying stuff abt someone but like look at urself.. r u that perfect r u in tht position r u tht superb that u can really say something abt someone...are u that good urself....are u the best.. have u done something superb that u r on top of everyone...if u cant be someones strength or say good.. ur noone to say bad either...its so easy to hurt someone.. but to make someone sad happy..try it .. u cant....ghum to koi bhi de sakta... khushi dena bahoot mushqeel....sikho... samzo... karo
make someone happy.. tht makes ur life interesting and beautiful..and u a wonderful person

No1 is perfect yet when some1 talks that way I guess they dont realise that there not perfect aswell. But at that time this stuff doesnt click on to them. Kushi... Dont u think thats why we all live for? To share, to give people you love kushi?

its nature of someone...take me i wuld never tell ... i dun like to... i dun like ppl asking as well...all i say its me..chalta hai.. i can and i will

some ppl..throw stone in water ....some water falls on them as well...they shuld think same when they r hurting someone..specially the ones who actually care for them or dont have anything bad in mind

Some people like saying it I guess to get some advice to see if there
doing something so wrong. Some say it to lift a burden on them. Its all depends on the indiviual and how they react towards it.

not all ppl think...they wuld be like acha galat hua..n throw off there mind..but they wuld repeatedly do same thing...they knw its wrong fhir bhi...human mentality..
khushi is paheli... or a persons best friend.. or a complete stranger whom u can see cant feel

ah i guesss i shuld shhh up

No you shouldnt shhh up.

Meinay kuch kaha?

Well yeah thats why I said it all depends on a person. Some people learn from it
while others just do the same things over and over again and then maybe
just someday they will realize

nopes tune kuch nahi kaha.. but this is ur zone.. ur spirituality and all

i should shhh up
im suppose to be a reader not dictator

Areey its all good chalta hai.

Mein kaun sa abhi spiritually soch rahi hoon. lol :9:

but i shuld be chup nah and read
and besides dun wanna all others to think something else

Others always think something else which it doesnt even seem to be.

=)

I watched this movie 2 days ago and it is mindblowing! It will make you cry, but in the end smile. I don't want to talk much about the story-line. All I can say is that it is story of a girl (Rani Mukherjee) who is deaf and blind. It's like she's trapped in a room where there is no light, it's dark. And that's why they named the movie 'BLACK.' Amitabh Bachan plays her teacher who actually encourages her to learn something and graduate from a normal University. Life is great for both of them until something happens. And for that, you'll have to watch the movie.

Acting: Every character in the movie did a marvelous job. Rani and Amitabh were excellent! Watch out for their performance.

Cinematography: It was excellent! The sets, lighting and etc were just superb. It's also shot very Hollywood-ish.

Songs: Well it's a songless movie, but the background score is very, very nice too.

Make-Up/Costumes: Top-notch! Make-Up was quite real.

Overall: In the end of my tiny review, I just want to say that this is the BEST movie I've seen this year so far. A truly great experience. I really recommend you to watch it even if you don't understand Hindi because 70% of the language they speak is English. If you are tired of watching so called 'family dramas' (Well I'm not), then watch this movie. Highly recommended!


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As some of you know I went and saw Kaal yesterday with my cousion.
Here a lil review on what I thought about it =)

Kaal Review
by Danu
MAJOR SPOILERS

I won't post/write the synopsis as almost everyone knows it by now. I'm just going to comment on the movie. (cast, technical and etc).

Anyways, the movie started off pretty good because of Kaal Dhamaal. The song just ROCKED! I wish they repeated it but I know it wasn't possible. SRK-Malaika both were absolutely awesome in the song. I just loved the song.

Introductions:
I also liked John Abraham's intro where he's trying to catch a snake. It was pretty cool. Vivek's intro was not that bad either. They used Ankhyian Teri Ve as the background music when they introduced him and his friends. Ajay's intro was obvious where he comes to save them when John, Vivek, Esha and Lara are surrounded by three tigers. His intro wasn't that great and as you all know that he is the killer. He is actually a guide who get's beat up by the local villagers because they think he's mental. They throw him in front of hungry tigers who eat up his head and that's why he kills everyone and then takes of their head. That's what I think he does that.

Acting:
Best performance in my opinion was by John. He was very natural. Ajay was good too, but Vivek sucked, big time. He tried to do good with his facial expressions in a scene where John accuses him for killing everyone, but he just sucked. I was laughing at that time. Lara and Esha are a waste. I felt like slapping Lara when she started screaming 'Dev.. Dev' in a scene where she gets lost. It was actually a dream. I never thought I would say this, but Esha was better than Lara.

All other small characters were good too. The guy named Vishal (Don't know his real name) also overacted a bit. Melaram dude (Don't know his real name) was pretty funny. Poor guy dies..

Thrilling/Other Scenes:
I'm just going to talk about some scenes here.

There are some scenes where you get really scared. One of them was when a dead body falls suddenly when Esha goes to drink water. Also when Sanjay dies.. his head get's chopped off. He actually went for hunting animals and got himself killed. I think this is the first time I've actually seen that in a Hindi movie. Looked pretty cool.

Also the scene where Esha goes again to drink water at the well and they suddenly show Vishal with black eyes. That was really freaky to me. Some girls in the cinema hall started screaming like hell! One of them even fell of the chair

I didn't like the way Vishal died. I mean, how is that possible? It was when their jeep get's stuck on a bridge with water below. Everyone get's out except for Vishal. The jeep blows up due to fuel leakage. Vishal goes flying and into the water. 5 mintues later he get's up again and he's like "I'm alive! I'm alive.. I'm coming to you guys.. just hold on." Rest of them are just waiting there saying "Come fast". It was quite boring. Suddenly a piece of hood of the jeep comes flying and chops of Vishal's head. That was just stupid, seriously. If they really wanted to kill him, they should've killed him some other way.

Dialogues:
Very bad dialogues. Not that great. They were meant to be serious but people started laughing.

Cinematography:
A big plus in Kaal. Everything was captured beautifully, the jungle, the animals and etc.

Background Music:
Another big plus in Kaal. I loved the background music. Salim-Sulaiman have done a great job! Kudos to you guys. The music really freaks you out sometimes. Well atleast it did to me.

Costumes:
Who the hell wear's skirts in Jungle? Dissappointed with Manish again. They really shouldn't have added Esha and Lara to this film.

Director:
Soham has proved that he is a good director, but can improve. There were some holes in the script and overall and good job, but could've been better.

Overall:
Kaal is a good movie. It is not bad at all as some of guys think. The film will probably won't work in Overseas. If they didn't add the girls in the movie, it would've been better. Again, I'm saying it again.. it was a good movie, you guys should watch it. It could've been better. I give the credit for the original script. I don't think it was copied from a Hollywood movie except for the last scene. Oh and the ending was pretty good too. It just didn't end suddenly. In the end, it's a good entertainer! Good to see a different thriller.

7/10 Danu stars! =D :9:

aww me too danu...i loved that movie (black!!)

Those 3 pages took me something like 23 minutes to go through! btw this is what i call a user journo...it's got something in it that is BY you,Danu...good goin'!

Me aswell Adi =)

Haha am so sorry Amol! I know a write a lil too much lol =)

Simple...
I think I know what makes you happy,
what makes you think, what makes you tear
and what makes you blink....
it really is the simplest things in life that make us so happy.
Simple words, simple gestures, simple thoughts...
its just so simple...
...so simple...

=)

DAns ye tune apne dil se copy paste kiya hai ki google se

Ullu.. mein google seh copy paste kyoon karongi...

duffer kahi kay... ye dil bohath sochta hai ji =)

Yo Meri Pind Di Kudi
Dania you are the most amazing girl I've ever met and you know that I'm just mucking around when I say I Love You etc right? I just admire you inspirations and your inner and deeper thoughts.
Romi

Ofcourse I know ur just mucking around yaar lol. I dont expect you to really love me.
After all you do have ur gf na :9:

Thanks for all those kind words they mean alot =)

hey danu manu!!! awwwwww bery nice romi....but it doesnt suit ya:p

Haha
Hey Adu
Kasi ho?

I think that residential schools were the biggest mistake in Canadian history by the government. Did anyone ever think about the children? The parents? Government officials can be such idiots, who think without logic or emotion at time. If i pursue politics, I KNOW my heart would be in the right place. How can someone approve of taking children away without proper rights, information or even adaquate housing condtions. So unethical, I feel bad for what Aboriginals went through even though we associate so many stereotypes to them, morals people, morals.
Where are the morals? Even I'm starting to wonder . . .
Capitalism plays with my nerves, why do people only do things for self benefits! I know there are some pros obviously but exploitation is ghastly. Such a media driven society, damn you propaganda, damn you competition.
Mind games are everywhere, as is manipulative measures...how unethical I repeat..
Tragedy of our time.

hey danu manu!
yeha i agree with ya!!!

danuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuu

lol heyy!

hey tanu and danu my danu manu!

lol

Heeeey Taniaaaa my long lost frend! Wassup Jaani

Hey Adduuu my kadddu


How are u beautiful ladies doing?

hey danu manu!!! assi good.....uuuu?????????? man paheli looks goood wanna watch it

Yeaah me too! Cant vait!

yeahhhh!!!

hey Danu wot up??
lng time i ahvnt talked to u
take care

Hey Rubz
Yeah long time no c eh kido

Wassup with u these days? Missed u =)
How are things with u?

hey Danu dont ask
exams are cuming up and all dat too much skool stress
but next friday shoudl be wicked coz am going Alton Towers cant wait
how things for u?

Awww
Exams can be stressful. Good luck!
You'll do great. Inshallah.
Aww have fun at Alton.
Umm things with me are as they were always =)

Sometimes one might wonder… never mind let me start again

Sometimes I wonder if I don't take an action today will I regret not taking it tomorrow? I don't want any regrets. They scare me. I mean having regrets is saying I could have done or said something but I decided not to and now here I am dwelling. I always wonder how one decision will have the domino effect on the other. This could just make no sense because I'm sleep deprived but it makes sense in mind. I see regrets as ghosts that have unfinished business and they come back to haunt you and grab your neck and try to choke out every last breath. Regrets slowly take away your every breath, it's like they're in complete and utter control. I feel as if I am over personifying them since they're nothing but an abstract concept. But anyways up to now I’ve tried to keep my regret-o-meter down to a zero, I don't mean simple regrets like "oh I should've worn the blue shirt not the green" but I mean genuine ones that won't leave me alone. Now I think about it, there is one major one. It's being "too busy" to go see one of the most influential person in my life, for 11 months I didn't see him because I was "too busy" with school and when I did have time such as winter break or spring break I stayed home and never gave it a second thought. In June, one summer day, I asked my dad to go see my uncle, who was like my grandpa, but anyways I put it off by 2 days because he called me on Friday and I decided to go on Sunday instead. Saturday night he had a stroke, I regret not going so much. Biggest regret. I despise myself for this decision. Why didn't I go? I was selfish. I wanted to stay home and "go running with my mom cause that was routine." Damn me, I was one selfish cold hearted human. Sometimes I sit and think why why why and I drive myself up the wall.And then Lenny Kravitz's kicks in and says "I'm wondering if I'll ever see you again, and when that day comes, I know we can win" But yeah I learned from this, which is always a plus right, I learned to not procrastinate, make time for those who mean something and give up time for others as well. Learning is good.

hey danu manu!
awwwwwwwwww no ur not ur very sweet and caring love ya!!!

heyyyyyyyyyyy danu i m good
i hate being buzy
never get to talk no more :(
too much work

yeah tan the same for mei hate beign busy

Awww its all good guys.. happens na =)

hey danu manu!!!
awwww tanu miss u yaaar!!!
hey ruby!

Why are people so fake? Why do they seem something else from the outside and then
turn out so negative from the inside? Why oh why. I feel like slaping those people!
Those people make me so mad! Why do ppl lie? Why do they? When they know the
next person is going to be hurt? Why dont they think before they act? WHY WHY
WHY! This drives me crazy! I just dont get it. I mean ahhh why cant they realize
that this person is so precious to them and yet they dont even acknowledge them.
Why? Why do people judge ppl by what they arent even? "DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER" Forgod sake dont! Dont make this stupaid mistake over and over again.
Learn fromt them reflect from them. Thats why ppl make mistakes
so that they learn from them and dont repeat them.

uff ill get back to that post again sigh

Salaam Ji ! :)

Dil...rahe nah sakah aap ki likhai dek ker: Take a lesson to heart " The World you and me have come into is not of our Making. Be thou an observer rather than a participator, None shall cross thee or make thee sad then. For when the day of leaving comes, All those who stood before thee and lied or told the truth shall not walk with thee back to thy Master's House.

Opposites attract and so, lies come and sit next to truth, such be the Play Of Life !!! Kuddah Ki Karni, Kuddah Ki Hasi !! Salaam.... :)

W/Salaam ji =)

That is a very powerful quote you said. I guess it makes sense. I know this world we
live in is not of our making. Yes opposites attract but dont you think they should
attract to a point? They dont always turn out so good.

Wow I talked to him on the fone for the first time. Hai hai he has such a soft and sexy voice! Ahhh am so happy! But uff I think I scared him cuz mera gala kharab tha . I even told him par I always use to say no so I had to say yes today. Uff galey ko be aaj hi kharab hona tha. But am sooo happpy! I FEEL on top of the world Awww. Haye Allah

hey danu and hey adi
who did u tak 2 2day danu?
u seem so happy

Hey Rubz!
I talked to Aziz on the fone yesterday.
After so many years! It felt good.
Aww I havnt been so happy in such a long time.
It feels great!

awwwww

=)

Sometimes I feel as if that 'gap' from before is still there, you know? And he often mentions it that if we are as close as we say we were, why does he feel so distant? That really made me think when he said that. I just hope we can fill in that gap of communication. Also the last couple times we have been online, he has not even IMed me. I started talking to him and the convo wasn't even flowing. It jus shocked me, you know? I have a feeling that he's not telling me something, like all those [[vague]] thoughts he expressed in that email - he never even mentioned anything about it after. *sigh* Maybe he never intended on telling me or maybe he is just going through a lot at the time? I just hope we get to talk this weekend and on top of all that - he's going to college in 1 yr! I'm SO afraid of losing him; the distance is already hard enough to deal with. Ugh, I get so [[depressed]] just thinking about it!

:) awwwwww everything will be fine danu

Awww thanks Adi hope so too =)

awww it will be be positive :)

B+


that's my blood group!

^dnt midn me but why u talkin abotu ur blood group?

nice journo......

ahem,it's Danu's!

^^oh okies lolz..my bad!

Dont mind Amol Ruby. How are u hun?

Yeah Adi hopefully hehe *fingers crossed*

Thanks Trini and its all good lol.

Thanks for letting her know Amol :9:

ya im new so hope im excused there....um well i luv ur banner eh..wik..Rani is best! btw...do u make sigs? :confused: :D

Aww ofcourse ur excused! Thanks I love rani too. Yeah I do make sigs but not
right now. I usually make them during summer. I didnt even make this one =)

If u want any kind of sig I could find it for u? Or tell some1 to make it for u?

okies shure...um well i luv da paheli sig....who made that?

This girl name Shumi =)

wooooow danu manu i jus read ur journal... ur soooo thoughtful ... it was quite interesting lol jus like u moti :9:!!!

hey danu manu!

This girl name Shumi =)

okies thanx!

Hey Adu Wassup ji =)

LoL. Thanks Jana. I doubt u read it all =p. Some stuff is too long lol...:9:

Ur welcome trini

What is the worst pain in the world?

Is it losing a parent? Losing your friend? Losing your reputation? Losing your health? Losing love? Losing all hope? Have u ever had a toothache spread from the tooth, to the jaw, to the entire head, until your whole consciousness could think of nothing but the pain? The same is true about emotional pain. After a while, unchecked, the pain permeates your entire being. How soon and how quickly you recover often depends on how many friends you have holding you up under the weight and you know I was readin a book and came across a character that did everything right yet always went thru hell. In the end, he turned out to be better than every1 else cuz he never gave up. A lot of times we wonder why God doesnt keep bad things from happenin to good people..just why do they have to go thru so much pain? well for those who like to reason, consider these...

God doesn't originate bad things.

Bad things come from free will in the world, to limit bad things would restrict personal freedom.

Not all suffering is bad. While suffering tests our faith, it can also build our character.

Some "bad things" turn out not to be so bad after all.

God sometimes allows bad things to achieve a greater good.

awww danu......
God doesn't originate bad things.

Bad things come from free will in the world, to limit bad things would restrict personal freedom.

Not all suffering is bad. While suffering tests our faith, it can also build our character.

Some "bad things" turn out not to be so bad after all.

God sometimes allows bad things to achieve a greater good.

so true :)

Wish I could speak out here......but can't...you know why Danu ji

awwww

I will post my opinions too once everything is sorted out Danu Manu :p

Hey danu how r ya?

guesss she's fine......spending time with her Azu :9:

din see her on MSN for two days tho

Awww its all good Amol =)

LoL Sure Amol pls do post ur opionion ji =)

Hey Adu am fine , tusi?

LOL. Yes I am fine haha no am not spending time with Azu :9:

hey danu im fine shine heheheheh yeah yeah yeah ;)

lol! Danu is veery busy! Aint you,little girl? And just watch out after June 4.....hopefully if everythin goes right I can start posting in BWH......I don't post that much you know ;)

i luv dis topic................its jus so sweet ..................

Kya yeah yeah Adu :9:

Oyee little kis ko bol rahey ho ahem cough cough. Noooo am not busy. Kasam seh.
I am not busyyyy. Accha tusi not posting that much =p. Awww well inshallah everything
shall go as planned. Sadi dua aapkay saath hai =)

lol... Thanks Isha.. How are u hun?

so the second para was for me,danu? how nice,a paragraph for meeeeeeeeee!

yess it was for u Amoooo =)

weeeeeeeeelllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! wooooooooooo! hoooooooooooo! yippi! wippi!

that was a demonstration of happy noises :)

Haha yes I realized that LOL

lol! I'll make sad sounds now:

sniff sniff snob snob sniff snob snob sniff sniff sniff snob snob snob sniff...sniffy snob,snobby sniff

lol
ur so pagal

heehheeh

I am mad,mad I am.......I am mad,mad I am.......I am mad,mad I am.......I am mad,mad I am.......I am mad,mad I am.......

:)

^^ yh when did u realize it???????????????????

relaize kya

Go to the previous post,Maharaj :9:

Well when did I realize it? *thinks* aah when an apple fell on my head!

LOL Amol... Oh gosh haha... awww

heehheehe chup ANM Chor :p
hey danu manu! how rya?

lolz danu manu.....hehe!

lol chup gool!:p

Hey Adi how are u?
I havnt talk with u for a while

I hope ur doing good =)

Assi fine che :9:

Lol Amo.. How are u?

Hey danu manu! im gooooddddd
i knoww miss uuuu! mwah
just had my small group presentation......it was awesomeeee!
awww that goooodddddddd always be happy! mwahhhhh


GOOOL!

hye Danu who ahmed??ur ex?

Yeah =)

hey danu manu! how rya? hope u r feeling much much betterr!! mwah love ya!

.................hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey isha hey danu manu!

Hey Adu.. Yeah am fine now.. How are u?

Hey Isha.. wassup?

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh yesh rite i finally remebered ur name...i was like i knw her name whts it?? whts it??? lolz...oh yeh hey danu!!!

hey danu im good......

hey gyals lol

danoooooooooooo! danu manu kaise ho?

amol---u gool:p

I still don't know how yu pronounce gool......like goal?

awwwwwww

hey danu missing u

all of us!

yeahhhh

Hey Trini.. I forgot ur name :9: haha sowwie.. How are u hun?

Hey Isha? Wassup pagli?

Hey Amol ji! Assi theek uh.. Tusi sunoa? How was the test? the trip?

Hey Rubz Jaani! Where have u been yaar? I miss u too. Stop disappearing from me ...

I miss u all tooo!! Such cute ppl lol awww haye ni haye...

Hey Aduuu my kaduu? Hows uni?

hey danu..how ru .. been a while since i talked with u.. probably ur busy resting and studying...well wish u best of luck for ur exams ...and hope ur doing better already...and recovering...and taking medicine on time
god bless you

Hey Trini.. I forgot ur name :9: haha sowwie.. How are u hun?

Hey Isha? Wassup pagli?

Hey Amol ji! Assi theek uh.. Tusi sunoa? How was the test? the trip?

Hey Rubz Jaani! Where have u been yaar? I miss u too. Stop disappearing from me ...

I miss u all tooo!! Such cute ppl lol awww haye ni haye...

Hey Aduuu my kaduu? Hows uni?

Test toh aane waala hi hai.Aur mein bas yuhi aise beth ke samay guzar jaake dekhthe rehtha hoon! ;):)

Danu,aapko kya hua tha? were u sick?

hmmmmmm so were u danu??

hey danu my manu
im good..uni------mat poocho toh acha hoga lol :p my presentation got cancelled AGAIN today!!!!!

is dat a gud thign or bad thing?

maybe it's a bad thing

ohh okay
wot ups anyway?

Yes I was sick but am getting better

I'm in one of those moods where I have to fight to not cry. Nothing in particular is bothering me. It just happens to be one of those days.

I realized that as a person, I need to worry about controlling myself, and not everyone else around me. People will do things that anger me, but that's just because it's a decision they make. It is something I need to begin accepting, instead of taking it to heart. You can't win everybody over. I need to let people do what they think is best, even if they make rash decisions. We all do it, particularly me. I don't need to correct anybody in their actions. I'll leave that up to God to handle.

I've been gettin much better at controlling my intial reactions. I think I've let my temper get really bad over the past few years. You can't fix anything without realizing it for yourself. I don't regret much of anything that has happened in my life, or the decisions that I made. I don't agree with some of them now, but that is all done and over with, and I moved on with all of that a long time ago.

As each day goes by, I grow more and more as a person. It's easier for me to realize when I am wrong and being just plain stubborn. Stubborness is one of my weak points, and it's something I am definitely working on to improve. Now, whenever something goes wrong, or someone does something that upsets me, I just try to understand what kind of factors might motivate them to act they way they did. Of course there will be assumptions on my part, but I can't assume everything correctly. There are deep down factors within people, that not any one person can understand from the outside. Even the individual probably does not comprehend it.

I think it all boils down to events that might have occurred during ones lifetime. That makes us all the person we are today. The slightest feelings of being hurt as a young individual can affect the type of person they can become in their grown years. They all grow up to have their own reasoning and set mind states. There is no way of changing that, unless they themselves are willing to make that change. I don't feel the need to tell people that I think they are wrong anymore. It's not my job, and should not really be my problem. Sometimes I look at it as though I am trying to help them out, but then I ask myself... Am I really helping them? Who is to say that they are wrong and I am right? I just let people make their decisions, even if in my eyes they are making a mistake.

I don't need to prove myself to anybody except for myself. It's hard to do that when there is a lot of negative energy coming towards me, but I need to learn not to rely on other people to determine whether my day is going to be good or not. People will be people, and I can't predict how I will end up dealing with them that day.

It just hurts when I put in a lot of work for certain things, and my efforts just seem to go unnoticed. The reason I feel this way is because I expect the things I do to be noticed, especially if I go out of my way. It shouldn't matter though, because what really matters is that I am pleased with my efforts, and know that I did something good. That's how I am going to try to see things from now on, and hopefully that will result in me being a happier person. There are a few people out there that do notice the good in me for being me, and praise me for it. It feels good to be appreciated by someone, without even trying. That's how I wish all my friendships were. Without those people, I don't know how I would handle things. I just also hope that I give people this same kind of feeling.

That's all I want out of life..happiness. I don't care about education, work, fame, money and all that anymore. As long as I succeed in finding happiness, then I will be satisfied. I am definitely not quitting on life or anything, but I just realized that life is much more than just aiming for knowledge and money. Knowledge isn't all about books, so why limit yourself to just that? I am not quiting school or anything. My immediate goal is just to finish my degree, and then I will see where my life will take me from there.

I also stopped having expectations of my life a long time ago. When people ask me what I will be doing after college, my answer used to be specific. Now it's just like.. I will just go wherever I feel I belong. When you make expectations, only two things can happen. Either you things work out the way you want them to, and you set new goals for yourself, OR things will go wrong, and you feel disappointed. Disappointment is such a horrible feeling. But if you think about it, you might only set yourself up for disappointment by getting your hopes up. You never know what is going to happen in the next year, month, week, day, hour, minute, or even second of your life. Life is unpredictable, so why try to predict your future? Sure you can set your goals, but keep in mind that things might not go your way. If you keep you don't keep high expectations, then there is not much to be disappointed about. You can feel greater happiness and achievement if somethign positive happens. If something negative happens, you will be more acceptable of it. Even though I am saying all this, I am still quite the optimist. I am always setting myself up for disappointment. It's gotten to a point too far beyond, where I cannot control my emotions, and that's why I want to try to change my way of thinking. Don't expect life to be good for you. Appreciate what you have, and be happy with it.

Alright..done with my deep philosophical thoughts for this entry.

Hi Danu.

I really loved reading this journal. I can relate to a bit of that. I know we should let others do as they please and shouldn’t stop their actions, but we as friend can prevent them from making those decisions, by advising them of the consequences. We can’t just listen to them and let them do something wrong. Yes, we need to listen and understand why they're thinking that way, but we also need to make sure they don't do something wrong as we care about them. What's written is bound to happen and we can not change that, but we can atleast have a good feeling in our hearts that we tried to help someone. We might even change their mind a bit.

I agree stubbornness is a weak point in anyone. You don't seem to gain anything when one's stubborn for a certain situation.

Those who really learned something from you Danu, or those you really mean a lot to you will appreciate your work. Others may not as they're not worth your brilliant mind. Don't have expectations from others, but yes there will always be those who will always respect you and appreciate your work. Like I do.

My mom told me once that one can not decide on their future at this age. As there are many tasks and situations on the way. You should go to college or university and take a few course and decide n which course to take there. We as humans dream a lot and many dreams shatter. That hurts, but in reality we chose those courses which will not only help us, but those around us and the situations around us. It's alright if you're not sure what to become Danu...I'm sure whatever field you go into you'll do a wonderful job and will enjoy it a lot. We should think about our future, but we shouldn't base our present with those future thoughts. We end up ruining our lives, our relations and our present. I agree, no one should have their hopes too high because they might break.

Danu I’m at that phase where I can not control my emotions either, but changing your thinking doesn't help that. Remember you told m once that we all go through this phase once in our life. Well I agree, and also say that it's god's way of testing our strength. If we change our thoughts then god will think we're weak and have failed the test of strength. Yes, we can change a few things to help us behave better around others, but one's thoughts is what makes us the way we are. We're all different and unique and we should never change that. We're very lucky to have a mind which can think far beyond any animal, and should not change it.

I agree, don't expect life to be good for you....life is very hard with many twists and turns. Be prepared for anything which gets thrown at you. Always be happy with what you have. Life's a gift given to us by god....No matter where we may live we should be very thankful to what we have. Think about those unfortunate children who suffer every second just to survive. Life's a gift and we should respect it.

Hope this helps Danu and hope you feel better. If it doesn't I’m sorry. Loads of love..take care..bye

Aksha

awww danu....

hmmmmmmm

Kya hmm? lol

ah thinking yaar

aww

lol...............so was up

Hey Isha!

Danu manu! tussi se baat karke ethra naalachu

kya Amol? lol.. Is that tamil?

hey Dani..

Hey Ali Kasey ho paglay...

Aww you came to my journal ji hehe

Happy Bday Dina!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v448/mahskillz/hamster_cake.jpg

Always smile pagli

O sathi re, terey bina bhi kya jeena , terey bina bhi kya jeena

awwwwwww nice song danu manu!

Hehe thanks

In this world of black and white - your my colored picture

=)

really? awwwwww :p

Hey Ali Kasey ho paglay...

Aww you came to my journal ji hehe

am i not allowed ji???

Kya really Adi ki bachi


Nai you are ji

heheehe hey my danu manu hey ali :p
how r yaz? aww danu miss yaa! hope u r feeling much much better and good luck for ur exams!! mwah

hay Adi ji..

Chanda..miss u toooooo...

Jani..missing u..:(
mene parha hai kaafi n im v tired now..
i dont think k aaj aapse baat ho paayegi:(

love u chanda
tc

Hey Aduu! Assi theek uh. Better now hehe.. How are u? Thanks for the luck ji. Kal mera pehla exam hai =). Miss you too!

Awww Hey Paglay... Miss u too . Aww shahbash.. merey budhu nai parha hai.
Nai aaj baat nahi howe.. hehe. Maybe kal hojaye... Love you too Ali. Take care ji

Ahh exam exam exam.. haye allah..

man....I am so terrified of spiders..i hate them, they creep me out, they make me feel weird, as soon as I see one I get this feeling as if I have about 10 of them all over me. They think they're so bad, and I know they always travel in crews, I get them when they're alone tho...damn things. So big and bad with their blinged out webs....damn spiders. Anyways, so I came up today and I was fixing my suff and I look in the mirror and see one, but its on a wall, and hes acting like I don't see him. Well how can you miss you when ur so big on my pink wall??? but hes smart, I mean I cant get him on the wall....so what do I do. So I poke it with a ruler, and then it falls behind my desk. So I pull my computer out and continue poking it, and it crawls into my desk. I swear its like hes done this before. So I take out all my drawers, find it in a corner, try to catch it under a cup, but it jumps and starts running away, DAMN it was fast! Anyways then it started running after me so I ran away and jumped on my bed. I gave it a dirty look, and oh I know it was giving me a dirty look too. Then he starts strutting away on his 8 legs (he was doing a limp on one, damn thing) anyways I attacked it with a cup!!!!! Got him under a cup, and now I piled 5 text books on top...hopefully someone will flush him out of my life tom morning. DAMN SPIDER! I hope you have a horrible sleep. I spent the next half an hour looking for his buddies hawwww...I think I'm safe now :S haha... oh god.. they scare mee naaa

hey Ali :)
hey danu manu awwwwwwww good luck mwahhh :40:

heheheeheeh awww im scared of spiders too...my sis got bitten by one....and she had swollen leg...so i guess i hate them as well

Awww she had a swallon leg ouch ji. Yeaah I hate spiders am scared of them ji. I go hide from them when I see one shhhh *blush*

aww...yeh me 2.....good luck wit ur exams btw!

yehh gud luck
or is it over?

are re re......................kya hora hai.............main ke naa jana

danu sweety did u like dat dougnut?remeber u never shared wiv meh

awwwwwww....bad danu :p
hey danu how was ur exam?
hey i did message u on msn..u never replied back :(

my msn is not working adi...maybe thats why lol

hey Janu,im missing you so much..
n im so sorry k i ddnt rote to u..
my comp wasnt working:(:(

love u Dani..

i have prayed for u n ur exams..so it'll all go well...inshAllah..

ur pagla..
Ali:(

awww k danu manu
hey ali how r ya

im good Adi ji..

is ur exams still going on danu?

Ofcouse I loved that doughnut yummmy!

Awww pagal.. its okie If you didnt write me.. I understand ji . Mein tow aaisay hi keh rahi thi na... I love u Ali. I miss u loooads! :( Aaap soh rahey ho gaye ab...

No Ruby, I just came.. it was raining ji. It was so beautiful =)... I GOT wet and now I changed my clothes hehe

Aankhon se jb b hon teri aankhen juda mann se jb b ho tera mann khafa to jii pukare,pukare tujhe mann ghabray,bulaaye tujhe.. k dil haare,pukaare tujhe mann ja re mnale mujhe sun pyaare lga le galay kho jaa re tu gaa le sung re


:) :) :)

awwwww hey danu manu

awwwwwwww it raining here too it looks beautiful

Why is beauty always connected to females
Males can be beautiful..hmmm
He can have...
A beautiful mind
A beautiful soul
A beautiful personality
A beautiful being
and
breathe beauty into my life
...
it's a beutiful thing

he is respectful and treats me the way I should be treated
he will do anything to put a smile on my face!
he'll have conversations with me early in his morning or way too late
he'll make sacrifices for me
he'll make me feel wanted and loved and very important in his life
he'll make me feel like I was always part of his family
he will accept all my faults and all my downfalls
he will let me make mistakes
he will let me be my own person
he will be there for all the bad sad and down times
he will have goals in life for himself and us
he will always be honest
he will be a romantic
he will be serious but be able to goof around
he will get along with all the people that matter in my life
he will respect my space, my culture, my religion, and my body and mind

8)
and he exists, thats the best part !!! :)

he is respectful and treats me the way I should be treated
he will do anything to put a smile on my face!
he'll have conversations with me early in his morning or way too late
he'll make sacrifices for me
he'll make me feel wanted and loved and very important in his life
he'll make me feel like I was always part of his family
he will accept all my faults and all my downfalls
he will let me make mistakes
he will let me be my own person
he will be there for all the bad sad and down times
he will have goals in life for himself and us
he will always be honest
he will be a romantic
he will be serious but be able to goof around
he will get along with all the people that matter in my life
he will respect my space, my culture, my religion, and my body and mind

8)
and he exists, thats the best part !!! :)









awwwwwwwwwwww danu how niceeeeeeeeeeee ;)
soo trueee

awww...dats is v v nice JAno..

Aankhon se jb b hon teri aankhen juda mann se jb b ho tera mann khafa to jii pukare,pukare tujhe mann ghabray,bulaaye tujhe.. k dil haare,pukaare tujhe mann ja re mnale mujhe sun pyaare lga le galay kho jaa re tu gaa le sung re


:) :) :)

nice nice:)

teree bina zindagi laage ik sza
tera saath ho to ye sza laage ik jza

k dil haare pukaare tujhe
mann ja re mnale mujhe
sun pyaare lga le galay
kho ja re,tu gaa le sung mere..

Thanks Adi..

Awww Ali...thats so sweet.. I miss u alot!

he is respectful and treats me the way I should be treated
he will do anything to put a smile on my face!
he'll have conversations with me early in his morning or way too late
he'll make sacrifices for me
he'll make me feel wanted and loved and very important in his life
he'll make me feel like I was always part of his family
he will accept all my faults and all my downfalls
he will let me make mistakes
he will let me be my own person
he will be there for all the bad sad and down times
he will have goals in life for himself and us
he will always be honest
he will be a romantic
he will be serious but be able to goof around
he will get along with all the people that matter in my life
he will respect my space, my culture, my religion, and my body and mind

8)
and he exists, thats the best part !!! :)


u sure ahve aloads of ideas in ur mind danu !

wow thats nice dania!!

lol those arent ideas..hehe..thats how he actually is! =)

Thanks Shani

awwwww how cuteee danuuuuuuu

Hehe.. Hey Adi.. Kasi ho...

hey danu manu im goooodd u? how was ur exam? now holidays? :D

Yeah, I have holidays now

yay happy holidays!!!

Hehe

Hmm... heads hurting alot today again..reason? unknown...

same pinch
mine does as well
danu its cause of ur chasma..n stop thinking too much
baas relax for a while n stop worrying n thinking

Thinking.. kab yaar... ab tow school be nahi hai.. ajeeb si feeling.. mera dil khabra raha hai.. its hard to explain... i feel so dizzy.. like am gonna fall just right now... and am getting told to vacumm... uff

Udaas aankh mein
ik Jalan hey
Ya phir yeh aansoo
rukey rukey hein
nahin ho tum jo
Qareeb merey
Magar ho phir bhi
yun aas paas

la la la la song stuck in head sigh

Yea so today I was thinking about my future. Yes, even I do some soul-searching but yea, I was thinking where I would be 5 years from now. Well first of all, i'll be 23 :confused:.thats crazy. when i was little, the age 20 was sooo far away. and here i am, only 2 years away from it. I feel...like time is running away from me. I dont even know what I want to do with my life yet. Shoot...I have to start thinking seriously about my future..esp since college is right around the corner and I have to pick a major soon. Gawd thats scary thinking , so many decisions...but I have definitely, totally, COMPLETELY decided that 5 years from now, whatever I will be doing, I will not be doing it in Minnesota. Irefuse to stay in Minnesota. In fact, I was having a convo with Asima and I was like, all my life I never visualized the adult me living in dreary Minnesota shoveling snow.....i've always seen myself as living the happy-go-lucky, carefree, life in some big, sexy place like toronto...LOL!

I want to go to Pakistan and run around in hari hari kheth, throw my arms up, send my dupatta flying into the turqoise sky, and jus twirl with a sona munda behind me to catch me when i get dizzy and fall hahaha!..yes guys, it sounds kinda sappy but every girl just wants a guy who'll love her unconditionally and be the fire that'll melt the snow...*sigh* too bad there are no guys like that out there..

life is strange.







love is blind.







and truth is stranger than fiction.

"when u least expect it, u'll wake up covered in ladybugs. lots and lots of ladybugs." Dania oh or someone like that.....but yea, i just watched "Under the Tuscany Sun" and by god, thats the best movie EVER...it really awakens the lover in all of us.....but not only that, it awakens the spirit...its just such a touching movie, and almost everyone can connect to it somehow...i loved it and it made me want to go in europe somewhere for awhile..ahh...ill take Pakistan too if europe doesnt work out...the garam dhoop and the sight of carefree lil kids just running around in the streets is enough to awaken the child in all of us... Hehe day dream too much lol sigh

surmayi aankhiyo mein nanha munna ek sapna dekha...

some nice thinking...

Hehe... thanks ji :)

Sometimes when you talk about having no Prince Charming in your life people just look at you as if you're ungrateful. As if you're whining about having no sprinkles on your cake when you should be glad you have cake and frosting in the first place. Are you not grateful for your family, friends and everything around you? How could you be so selfish and wish for more when you already have everything provided for you? Or are you still stuck in high school? Quit being stupid and learn to appreciate the things around you. Or relationships are inappropriate...you should know better by now.

Well, maybe I am selfish and I'm certainly not the brightest crayon in the box, but is it so wrong to want a little extra sparkle in your life? Is it so wrong to want to see someone's eyes light up every time they see you? Like they never get tired of seeing you come in whether you're in a Christian Dior gown or sweatpants. As if each time they see you, they're seeing you for the very first time.

Is it so wrong to want someone to hold your hand and tell you it'll all be okay if you just hang in there a little longer? Life has a tendency to suck. Bad things happen...you don't do as awesome as you think you did on that history test, you lose that class election, you get into a car accident. Sometimes it's nice to know that even after all that, somebody still thinks you're wonderful.

Is it so wrong to want someone to talk you to sleep because you're scared of the dark? Someone that understands that you're not as perfect and put together as you look on the outside. Someone who sees you for who you are, and not who they want you to be or who they think you should be.

Is it so wrong to want someone who brings laughter to your life? Someone whose ridiculous jokes and pick up lines are made just to bring a smile on your face. Someone who offers you their unconditional smiles just to brighten up your day. Someone who is there to share in your happiness and let you be a part of theirs.

Is it so wrong to want to feel special? Like someone saw something in you that set you apart from the millions of other girls out there. Sometimes you just need to be convinced that you aren't just another person taking up space on the planet. That you're somebody worth knowing. Worth loving.

Is it so wrong to want someone who can be honest with you? Someone who doesn't have to lie to you because they're worried about what you think about them. Someone who is comfortable enough to be REAL with you. Someone who knows that the best way to help you is to tell you that yes, that cake you baked really did suck or that paper you wrote wasn't exactly your best work so that the next time around, you won't make those same mistakes.

Maybe it is wrong. Maybe it is selfish. And maybe it is stupid. Maybe I'm not the enlightened, motivated genius you find yourself to be. But I know I personally can't begrudge anyone that ever wanted a little color in their lives. Because without love your world eventually starts to fade and turn gray. And every day melts away into the next and the next until you can't tell where one day begins and the other one ends. So you take the memories you have of all those times when someone made your life special and bury them deep within you. Then while the rest of you turns gray, your soul is still vibrant with the colors your eyes once saw.

- Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi, shikwa nahi
Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin, zindagi, to nahi, zindagi nahi,
Tere bina zindagi se koyi, shikwa, to nahi

And you still hope that one day, someone will come and paint your world back to life.

Ajeeb daastaan hai yeh ....Kahan shuru kahan khatam...Yeh manzile hai kaunsi...Na voh samajh sake na hum

hmmmm

Too often we are scared, scared of what we might not be able to do, scared of what people might think if we tried, we let our fears stand in the way of our hopes. Why? There's really no time to be afraid. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Everything!

awwwwwwwww everything will be fine jaan! mwah

by time everything becomes fine g

Thanks guys =)

aww nps danu manu!

aww where r ya danu manu

Am here... at my cousions house thats why cant really come on hehe

i have never been to no ones journal, i was just getting bored and just came here, and look what i saw. very nice thinking there dans keep it up, u will be succesful because of ur thoughts ur spirituality and ur inspirations.

Thanks for those kind words Anuj. I know my entries are a bit too long. I doubt u read even one :p

nah i really did, thats why i am sayin this. i know this is my first time, but yea for some reason i did.

Chalo theek hai yaar, maan leyti hoon. Thanks for taking some time out to read them hehe...I guess boredom can make u do alot of things you dont normally do lol

hahahahhahahahahahahahahahha, but it is worth it, now look at my journal, its nothin but full of crap and nonsense, without any thinking just bullshit.
and look at urs so nice organized with every thought has so much of reality in it.
nice work keep it up.

awww okie danu manu! aww miss yaaa!

Awww,thanks Anuj. Nah, yours isnt bullshit, I guess its just you dont write much hehe. Or you dont dont put out thoughts into it hehe.

Miss ya tooo adi

r u kidding me, i dont even think, my thoughts r dur ki baat. and it will take forever to start thinking.

aww am sure it aint dat bad anuj
when i fink i pratcailly make myself ill coz i fink wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 2 much lol

Its all good anuj. You dont really have to have thoughts, everyone is different and unique. Neways how are you doing? Hows the job?


Aww Ruby.. How are u?

i am good, job sucks i have to go on july 4th too, i hate it. u say? how is ur work going on in ur aunts shop?

awww

wots ur job anuj

hey dania

Daniaaaaaaa
Ur Moving To The Us ?

Tania

Aww you have to go on july 4th aswell, that sucks. My job its going good, I get tired though lol. But its fun, my aunt is with me so I dont get bored...

Hey Isha wassup?

Taaniaaa my moto =p Yeah am moving to US

Yay!! Am so happy today! Awww meri Ali seh baat ho hi gaye hai aaj! Ab patah nahi usko awaaz kasi lagi haha... meri awaaz itni maari ve si hai lol.. Hehe.. Awww he sounded so cutee... I miss him..

hey!!!! awwwwwwww howwwww cutee!!!!!! im happy for u as well!! yay! finally!!! awwwwwwwwww hey dont say that ur voice is itni maar ve si......i know its not like that!!! :p be nice to my danu manu dania! :p awwwwwwww im sooo happy for u!!!

Hehe Awww yay! Am so happy too! Awww hes so cute na... But I was so nervous! I didnt even know what to talk abt awwww *blush*

awww hota hai hota hai! :p

aww its okieee! mwahhh!

Hehe awww.. I hope hes happy to ji :)

Mwahs ji!

awww ofcourse he is danu! coz he loves u yaar :)

Ji woh tow woh kartey hain :)

Aww, I miss him ji

awwww i know ji!

Hehe.. Aaj Haroon seh baat ki thi he said Ali was sooo happy! Awww :)

awww see i told uu!!! :p :)

Haanjee tusi told me... :p

kya baat ho rahi hai ladkiyo ke beech?

PVT ji :p

knw ur pvt talks
all end up wiff ali :p

Haha oh chup... ahem :p

dekha
im smart :p

areey ur wrong ji :p

hehehehee awww

hehe

danu manu!!!

Aduu!!

ho ho ho

hey danu n ishi!

hey guys...how are u

hey danu manu! im good u???

am fine aswell ji

heyyy....hows ur packing goin?

hey danu.. how ru , hope ur doing good n relaxed..wish u all the best..even though u dun have time for me nowdays...have a nice time miss yaz
god bless you

Awww Raj, I dont have time for anyone. Its just too busy, plus am at my aunts house. I use my cousions comp and theres ony one. So he usually needs it. I hope your doing well health wise and job wise. Hope uncle and aunty are doing well aswel... Anways see you soon. hehe.Take care

awwwwww take care danu! miss yaaa

awwwwwwww
hope u have a safe joruney tomroorow