BluBaby

Hey all my new journal not that my first one was much of one lols

BLU BABY

well journal's not going to start off with a good post
kinda had an argument with ma gurl and we have fallen out, she means the world to me, I love her, she's everything, donno what am gonna do withot her. well am depressed soo much that erm well I dont like lieing cause ma gurl hates liars and am gonna gain nothing outta lieing so might as well just tell you
I started to take drugs a while ago and she put me on the right path and I kinda lost it after I had an argument and just straightaway went back on drugs can't believe it after i tried so hard to come off them :mad:

she ended it with me :(

NOW AM BACK TO SQAURE ONE FEEL FREE TO MURDER ME I'D RATHER DIE :mad:

aww...
firstly i'm not sure if you wanted anyone to post here. if you don't then i'll delete this post...
my situation is similiar but without the drugs.
well he broke up with me after 3 years and for no valid reason...he meant everything to me...and at first i had stopped living...i wanted to die. because without him my life was incomplete...but i have learned to live on...
all i can say to you is the same...
if she broke all bonds with you then maybe you should start over...with her or someone else.
tell her your sorry...and...:(
i dont know...but good luck.

hey welcome to bwh lol at first i thought u were a gurl :D anyways i'm jana from canada. don't worry dude break ups happen it's part of life you gotta move on.

^lolz yaa me to

but yeah u just gotta move on, easeir said den dun i know, but hey dere isn't anything better to do

ohhh damnnn

ermmm
i g2g go college will be back in a hour or 2...will post then...

that sounds sad... maybe u want to start gettin clean
from the drugs again...then wen u have stayed clean for a while
get in touch with her again and see if she wants to try again with
you...? prove that u do love her and that u have stayed off the drugs...

cutiepie rani its fine feel free to post here :) and thanks for deleteing the other thread u guys thouhgt I was a gurl? lols thats funnie
its fine ruby take your time don't bother yourself with me

um I think you guys misunderstood what I said. she broke up with me so I went back onto drugs. she never broke up wiht me cause I was on drugs cause I would never do that to ma gurl but that day I so couldn't help myself im back o sqaure one I hate maself, she's barely talking to me and she doesn't even know am back on drugs casue she won't let me talk to her and I don't wanna keep it away from her

u guys may or may not understand but withouy her my life is NOTHING. i mean nothing, don't have no family no more casue they disown me so I dont live with them or keep in contact and ma mate who I just started to talk to again isn't talking to me casue he knows am back on drugs
so right now I have nothing

sorry to hear that, but stay strong. and stay off the drugs
i know its easy for me to say but if u want ur friend back and
if u want ur ex to be proud of u then stay clean

thanks and no problem (:

its hard forgetting someone you love so much! trust me...i've been through it recently...
but all i can say is that if she really doesn't want to get back with you even after you've improved yourself and forget about her and move on...
trust me...
that's what i've been doing...it takes time but...its possible.

glad ur bein positive rani...told u it was possible!

damn ain't been in here since I created the journal
what a day today has been!! ME AN MA GURL ARE BACK TOGETHER. we went to themepark was wicked!! ATE ALL DAY while waiting for rides lol

Glad u enjoyed yourself.. n u n ur gf back 2geva...