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30-06-2005, 08:38 AM
First, I would like to introduce myself. My name is Karen. I just joined this forum and it seems pretty cool. This is my love story.
My friend Lorena introduced me to her friend James. Lorena is the one that got us together. So we started to talk and he started to like me. I started to like him too. So we were together for 3 months and 6 days. Around the second month he started to like my friend Crystal. Crystal had a boyfriend though she still continued to flirt with him. Soon she started to like him. During that time my friend had passed and that made the situation worse. So, I talked to him about it and he told me: Baby I love you and only you. You mean so much to me I wouldn't do that to you and you know I would tell you if something is going on. So then I forgave him. Then in the 3rd month we went to parties and he was flirting with all the girls. I remember what happened with Crystal so I thought no I'm not going to get jealous. So I thought it was no problem. Then one day Lorena told me that he was spending a lot of time with this girl Jessica. Then Lorena talked to him about it. Lorena told me that he said he's going to talk to me. I knew this was the end I just didn't want to believe it. :(
This is exactly what he wrote to me in a letter:
karen...look i dont know how to say this but im just gonna say it iight... i want to break up. please dont get me wrong or anything i like u alot and care for u and i'd do anything to help u but i dunno i dont want to lie to you so im just gonna spit the truth . im feeling this girl in real life and i dunno i just think we should break up because i think it's better i dont want to be cheatin on u or anything but yeah... hopefully we can still be cool and all and good friends... the last thing i would ever want is for us to never talk again. im sorry , hopefully you can forgive me...
He didn't have the guts to tell it to my face because he knew he would be breaking my heart. Anyways, as days go by I think why me? I listen to sad songs. Meanwhile everyone who wanted to go out with me is asking me out. I was like wow I just got out of a serious relationship and your saying that? Well anyways, I found out James started to go out with this girl named Jessica a day before we broke up. Well he did cheat on me. But, I still love him. One day, I decided to meet this Jessica girl and she was really mean and stuck up but she was pretty. I was jealous of her. She took away my baby from me :( I felt so sad. A few days ago I heard he broke up with Jessica so I thought oh well. My friends tryed to get him back with me. Ever since we broke up we haven't talked or chilled. So I was like if he doesn't want to talk to me why should I talk to him and everytime I do try to talk to him he's busy and then its like I got my hopes up on talking to him for nothing. It was like this in our last month of our relationship. Also, a few days ago I heard he asked out my best friend Eva!! Eva said yes to him. That's so mean. :mad: Anyways, right now I feel I have been decieved by my best friend. My other good friend Rachelle also tried to get James back with me but he was like: I don't like her like I used to anymore. :( I started crying so much. You don't know how much I cryed for this boy yet I still love him. I guess it's because I was with him for a long time. Now, I don't know what to do. Should I stop loving him? Should I stop being friends with Eva? Should I stop trying to get back with him? You guys tell me what I should do.
My friend Lorena introduced me to her friend James. Lorena is the one that got us together. So we started to talk and he started to like me. I started to like him too. So we were together for 3 months and 6 days. Around the second month he started to like my friend Crystal. Crystal had a boyfriend though she still continued to flirt with him. Soon she started to like him. During that time my friend had passed and that made the situation worse. So, I talked to him about it and he told me: Baby I love you and only you. You mean so much to me I wouldn't do that to you and you know I would tell you if something is going on. So then I forgave him. Then in the 3rd month we went to parties and he was flirting with all the girls. I remember what happened with Crystal so I thought no I'm not going to get jealous. So I thought it was no problem. Then one day Lorena told me that he was spending a lot of time with this girl Jessica. Then Lorena talked to him about it. Lorena told me that he said he's going to talk to me. I knew this was the end I just didn't want to believe it. :(
This is exactly what he wrote to me in a letter:
karen...look i dont know how to say this but im just gonna say it iight... i want to break up. please dont get me wrong or anything i like u alot and care for u and i'd do anything to help u but i dunno i dont want to lie to you so im just gonna spit the truth . im feeling this girl in real life and i dunno i just think we should break up because i think it's better i dont want to be cheatin on u or anything but yeah... hopefully we can still be cool and all and good friends... the last thing i would ever want is for us to never talk again. im sorry , hopefully you can forgive me...
He didn't have the guts to tell it to my face because he knew he would be breaking my heart. Anyways, as days go by I think why me? I listen to sad songs. Meanwhile everyone who wanted to go out with me is asking me out. I was like wow I just got out of a serious relationship and your saying that? Well anyways, I found out James started to go out with this girl named Jessica a day before we broke up. Well he did cheat on me. But, I still love him. One day, I decided to meet this Jessica girl and she was really mean and stuck up but she was pretty. I was jealous of her. She took away my baby from me :( I felt so sad. A few days ago I heard he broke up with Jessica so I thought oh well. My friends tryed to get him back with me. Ever since we broke up we haven't talked or chilled. So I was like if he doesn't want to talk to me why should I talk to him and everytime I do try to talk to him he's busy and then its like I got my hopes up on talking to him for nothing. It was like this in our last month of our relationship. Also, a few days ago I heard he asked out my best friend Eva!! Eva said yes to him. That's so mean. :mad: Anyways, right now I feel I have been decieved by my best friend. My other good friend Rachelle also tried to get James back with me but he was like: I don't like her like I used to anymore. :( I started crying so much. You don't know how much I cryed for this boy yet I still love him. I guess it's because I was with him for a long time. Now, I don't know what to do. Should I stop loving him? Should I stop being friends with Eva? Should I stop trying to get back with him? You guys tell me what I should do.